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Reruns: Honey I shrunk the Kids and Honey I blew up the Baby

Revisited these two movies because Rick Moranis is a totally lovable goof and of course, I introduced the idea of how sizes can change to Heaven through the use of a plasma laser beam thingy because we are all made up of matter that can be manipulated by electromagnetic energy. Whatever. 

I just really liked all the adventures the kids were having and Heaven loved it too!

An Open Letter to My Cousin

Dearest Jet,

First of all, I would like to thank you for your amazing Easter gift. I began using it the next day. I also took your advice to heart on offering my chores to prayers for the souls in purgatory. I immediately felt peace. Now, in everything I do, I offer a prayer for my family, my work, for everybody I love and know.

Thank you for telling me the truth. It pained me to have hurt you and I’m sorry. I’m deeply sorry for all those times I hurt you. I hope you’ll forgive me.

I just want to let you know that I’m deeply grateful for everything you have done and said when it comes to me. I know you do this out of love and I’m truly lucky to have you in my life.

Tomorrow is another day. I look forward to what God has planned for me. I take to heart the advices you gave and I promise to follow them because you are right, I needed to learn this. To have a change of heart. To be gentle and humble in everything I do.

Thank you, my beloved Kazin and may God bless you more!

Love,

Manang

Fear

I have been plagued by this fear of failing. Although failure at something is a possibility, the idea of failure to meet the expectations of people is a different kind of circumstance that I would rather not endure.

I know that God gives us trials to test us and it seems to me that even before I begin to do what I’m about to do, I have already this heavy feeling of failure. The problem is that I let it hang over my head and over my heart. I don’t know how to remove it.

I tried not to think of it. Nothing has happened so far. The more I brush it away, the more guilty I feel when I haven’t even done anything wrong. I just feel guilty of being happy.

So now I’m feeling miserable and it should calm the fears inside me but I think it made it worse.

I pray and I pray and still the peace and calmness evades me.

I want to be thankful and happy but pretending to be any of those is too much.

I guess, I just want to write and somehow lose myself in words that no one reads and simply be.

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